...decided....

"let me keep my childhood side in this box, just me alone know bout this..and i'll show u my maturity and strong woman side" --tiffanichan

source of my inspiration words:
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i’ve experienced many of life’s ups-and-downs which ordinary people have not had.
Like most people, i’ve once thought like this: “I” am the most special in this world. (i was) full of myself.

Someone once told me, “you’re still young now, you don’t know. when you’ve grown up, you’ll naturally understand” in my heart, i mocked at him.

This was just a few years ago. many things happened in the past 2 years, they made me change alot…and made me reflect on how immature i was back then. In the future, i will be meeting more new people, under different circumstances, experiencing different emotions. When i think of how i will be encountering things i can’t even imagine now, my heart beats....

I want to go back to the time when i was simply a 15-year-old youth, full of passion, travelling to seoul alone just to fulfil my dreams. But. in a corner within my heart, there’s sorrow and oppression, a pain i cannot put into words. When i’m older, perhaps some day, i will be able to say it…i’m waiting cautiously for that day to come.

----KimJaeJoong

君がいつも 僕にくれる
宝物がそれなんだ
君の涙 君の笑顔
分かちたいよどっちも

 my password of my new journey is "maturity"..
#never stop believing
the aim is about how to be a new person every breath...i decided:
---key point is about how to control emotion by logical..full of rational things
---more observation,, think & feel others mind and emotion
---be mature is about how to be benefit other people, specially family happiness

i can take it slowly, i'll try my best and i'll keep my 'persona' alone-talking about all my JJ things-- let change! and of course, God always bless me please :)