Broken Heart

honestly...
i'm falling in love..
for the first time..when i hear your song..
honestly...
this is out of my control...
admiring someone like you..
unique person and very different personality i ever knew
i'm sorry..i'm detail and observer type..
and my bad, i have a big curiosity when i get excited
never care and always accept about the other, without myself..
but..if there is including me...this is very difficult situation
my hypothesis and prediction about something always with a evidence
always trying logic..although my emotion often win

but this time..for the first time..
my emotion lose..my heart is broken
this is not your fault i know..
this is my fault..pure mine..
cause my bad habit of wanna know more about you
for 2-3 days..i was sick...nervous so much..
what should i do..?
i choose you to be my power of my life
a big dilemma..i want you and i really need you right now
i can't let you go, i cant stand without you this times

cant help..i have do something to solve this problem
couse..the starter is from myself..my mind..my bad..
repeat from the beginning what the reason is..
i love you because there is you
i love you as you, no one else..
and i decided (for myself-egoistic)...i always love and support you
as long as you alive, happy and singing together..

at last..i surrender..i really love you
i wanna see you
i wanna talk a deep conversation with you
as a secret admirer
as a friend
as a human


#it's a miracle..you are a amazing man and human who ever God created...and always thankful that i know you till now...love you 재중