What i am trying to say...?

Big Or small problem is depend on you,how u think and feel it..and everyone always different :)

U never understand other people correctly-except, u really have a similar experience-it's not that simple too, coz everyone always different

 I just falling in love with u..i want you to be my power of life

I think: Love always unpredictable...come...and leave...

music never fail to keep my mood--stable

honestly..it's a difficult to be patient person..God, ottoke.. T_T

Never have a deep talk...so it's difficult to start...

nobody is prefect, so dont be too proud of yourself..keep down to earth guys..

#biar aku menjadi yg pertama menamengi dan merasakan semua kesulitan, untuk mempermudah org2 yg kusayang dan menjadi sandaran mereka 

All above, is random thing in my minde...really...for just a few second, that sentence out of control and i'm typing it on twitter...lately i cant manage my mind and emotion..cant say, cant act and cant think normally...
i know why and i cant change it at all...this situation really complicated for me..
so... my reason never mention it aloud is for my life and stability of emotion..hmm..what can i say, this is a dilemma..
 ok, till now, i really dunno what i am tying to say and write here..but i know, i NEED writing..but my heart just can't find the right words, the right color of my poem this weeks..many days ago, i tried hard for typing my blog, but i just opened and closed it again...
slowly, wait for tomorrow or the next day..i hope i can show up all of my black emotion...too much repressing myself lately..coz i rare meet my friend and have a chit chat..
my escapee just JYJ,their music..so really really tense me up...

a.l.o.n.e

hope everything in me always better in the next second of my life 

hope God always hug me like this, now and forever

hope my dream comes true then...