Under My Skin...

mungkin terlihat santai, dingin dan tidak peduli
mungkin diluar jutek, tanpa ekspresi
mungkin tampilan berubah-ubah, diam, cerewet dan aneh
tetapi dalam memiliki kehangatan dan kesepian
hati penuh perhitungan dan penuh kasih
begitu mengerti prioritas dan tanggung jawab
logika dan kemandirian menjadikan tangguh mengambil keputusan
membagi diri dalam berbagai lingkungan dan keadaan
saat sendiri, bersama orang terdekat dan lainnya berdasarkan peran

terkadang kecanggungan melingkupi
tak jarang pula keseganan menyelimuti
ketakutan dan malu-malu muncul dalam diam
namun semakin kemari kalem..
orang menyebutnya dewasa dan tenang

but..suddenly...often many random question

what is growing adult?

without child expression again?

without emotion like angry, upset , dejected, disappointed , be afraid ?

always wise, comfort every situation, calm, decided as family or society expected ?

being alone, being ME, being I..easy for self to enjoy and reach a happiness...

but still... easier be happy when together..with closer people is well..

music, reading comic, dance, drawing never fail make a smile

with close friends..chitchat, sightseeing on holiday, traveling, culinary, go to movie, never fail bring a joyness

but nowadays, rather difficult..being grow up...demand from society, family and environment increase

under my skin...keep fighting for my dream..

change to better future but keep the old treasure

friends, moment, attachment, improving to a deep relation..

not just a memory and forget how's to be..

#i never like this before...but still amaze about my emotion and expression..i can let my pure smile out.. :)

"The many moments where things keep piling on you. At that moment, you feel like you’re going to break, those times you become short of breath to the point of wanting to die.. If you look back, when those moments that were so short-lived come back to you again.. What should the me of the present moment do?"
-Kim Jaejoong-

My world won’t exist if there is no you. You may not know about me, but I still keep thinking of you. it sounds a bit like a stalker... It’s like this… a person doesn’t even know a thing about another person, but this other person somehow feels strength and encouragement just for the fact that the person does exist. So this song tries to express an appreciation for the existence of someone to other people.

-Kim JaeJoong-

Under my skin...dreamer on file
never stop believing and keep self concept stand up...
hold a deep breath, spelling a magic formula..
trust and pray...have a big suggestion for make a power of confidence