coz..
playing with a bubble and screaming out laughing without think
running around and bring a puppy doll cheerfully
flying and keep dreaming on her small world
happy to see a rainbow and shouting all her mind
talkative and expressive one
wanna have more and more attention
self centered alone
smiling for auto focused on her
feeling, admiring and prising her a lot
dunno how big the real world is
walking in a special path
always helped by other hand
and how stupid is, she never realized it at all
and then when time growing her up
she is just the same like before
even she "think" she changed a lot
in the real just the body not inside her
the big changed is, she hate pink right now
hate this cos its a little girl symbol in her opinion
poor girl...
she is just like she, herself
she 'still'...
have a brat side and a damn annoying behavior
lack and thirsty of love
stuck in that stage of development is sick
she have a different frame of herself till now
she thought that she went go far away but in the end..in same place
how can be...
in human life never care bout other people around her
as a insane always egoistic and not know what the other feel
too late and that personality is formed
and now she is trapped on her form
...childish...
so not easy be adult and mature...
she murmur..how struggle she can be right now..
she mumbling..how her real power is to face of her own life
she doubting...how strong her mental is...
...speechless...
what the definition if mature, life, emotion, adult, human are.....
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